New year and a new member

Hi! Happy new year to all of you. My name is Ishita Sharma and I’m 17 gonna be 18 years old soon. I’ll live my 17 years in this world already and i think like I’m already faced everything good or bad or worst in my life. But qhen i look into others life then i feel like what I’ve face were really just something i should faced in those 17 years. Haha😂 i feel like I’ve grown too much than expected. Now i want a job while studing but i haven’t found any. All of those jobs are like scams and and which are good they required a professional. But I’m not a professional. Uff like is hard, everyone knows that but when i saw people at worst condition than mine. Then i think to enjoy what i have right now and think about problems later. I spend my time alone at home but now i think it’s good for me to spend most of my time to stay away from those unwanted things and spend my wise and important time with myself to improve myself and look into me. But i can’t do it because it’s boring so i go and make new friends and start writing. I love to write i don’t know because I’m alone or because I’m creative. I used to write down my dreams at the beginning and after that i expand them in a story or a novel but non of them are completed because it was really hard to write a novel or stay focused and determined 😄. I want to publish my story and want so many comments and likes of course everyone wants that but for this i need to have a completed novel and daily update and after all of this i still need a lot of patience before they need a lot of time to gather audiance. To please others you need to have a lot of patience and a lot of positiveness. As for now, with writing three stories at a same time I’m learning new language. I love to learn new languages from different countries i want to travel there, want to know their culture and their every little things. I’m such a curious person i want to do a job in which i can travel whole world and who doesn’t want this🤣. That’s all for now i can’t think anything else now. Haha brain stop thinking lol. Bye-bye